Twenty years talking here a spirtiual experience!

[Lea]

A spiritual experience of the educational variety. . . that's the one. That's the type of bottom I must hit in order to finally surrender. The choice is mine. But am I willing to pay the spiritual price FOR that choice? Did I consult another person? Am I clouded by circumstances, resentments and attitudes when looking at the situation? Am I full of fear of something or someone? Am I trying to control the outcome? What if my choice is not the best one and I find out in the midst of the decision?

Well, if you're anything like me you try to make the less painful decision only making matter worse. You make them based on self. What the BB says is usually the show does't come off right especially when I'm trying to do the whole show. (paraphrasing). There is nothing wrong with planning BUT the key is to leave the outcome to God (If it be His will, not mine). The beautiful thing about God is that I can choose to do it my way (He'll allow that), or I can choose to get out the way. A long time ago a good friend told me "Les, you must get out the results business."

I have chosen a certain path . . .it may be off the mark BUT the good news is that spiritual experience of MY choice eventually leads me back to Him. I read on a church bulletin board this morning on the way to work. . "God's plan is better." That was my God wink for today.

Love and have a great weekend,

Leslie

Thanks for sharing, Dear.